Depression?

[BUGGER]

Got it?


Me? Yeah. My skool sux. Too much bad history in the past makes me unloved (not everyone though). I mean, I can roamp around cause I'm big quiet and I stop shit from getting out of hand, plus I can make people laugh by yelling shit fuck and other stuff during Bbal practice and our coach is our history teacher (thats not why we suck) and other stuff. I'm a kool nice guy that doesn't go slappy chicks asses cause....well my reputation of being nice would just be ruined.

On the other hand out of town where I know alot of people, opposite. I'm a fuckin bastard thats roaming the streets checking womens asses (women, not girls) and getting drunk. Last summer me and some chick wit her friends up at my grandma's place got so freakin drunk, well...actually she did cause....well, you know....and yeah. But that was on the last day i was up htere and i had a bigass hangover. So all i did was pack, I didn't even what to get my overshirt from her. As i drove away she was at the store, and was the last person I saw......she was also the first person i saw when i came up. Jebus you could make a freakin love movie about this. So now, I got that depression I left her on the line, didn't get her number (well i got it but i lost it on a gum wrapper up there), and didn't even give a goodbye kiss/fuck...*cough* And i wont be going up there again untill summer. (i'm going to try to stay for a month or 2, so that'll be fun)


But really.....fuck......I wish I went up like every month.

Now these are some reasons why I think I should've kept lieing when I when on my grafitti rampage....then i could've gotten expelled out of this school and live with my dad in Florida and start a new life, abandon it all and come out a new guy. But then.....would i be missed at my true home, would they care?

These are just a tidbit of my questions that get me hella depressed.

/me shufles out of room

[SDM]

HOOKERS & ICE CREAM!

[Dharkbayne]

:rofl:

[Smaug]

yeah dreamsicles!!!!!!!!!11!!!!!!!!

[Jaged]

You should see a therapist if you really feal that bad. I went to one for a while when my parents divorced and my aunt died in the same month. It helped alot.

[Squeeky]

SDM deserves a fucking title or something. He always cracks me up :)

About Depression, expect a long post from ultraviolet on this post. For me? Ya, i got clinical depression which surprises most people i know.

[Neon Apocalypse]

take it easy on the alcohol, and atleast try in school, itll help u later

[Onizuka]

Maybe your growing up.

I haven't been depressed in a couple years... but when I was...eek.

[EarlyDawn]

You should see a therapist if you really feal that bad. I went to one for a while when my parents divorced and my aunt died in the same month. It helped alot.Ouch, that timing sucks hardcore. :(

[1024]

get a girlfriend.

[Paingiver]

get a girlfriend.
ouch, cold.....

[AztecWarrior]

I'd see a therapist. However, your problems seem to involve that girl. Don't worry. You're not a faliure if you don't have a girl. That's my opinion.

And don't mind the BSers and Monday morning quaterbacks.

[Jennyboo]

Depression sucks i know i'v been there...all i can say to you is prove to this "fucked up" world that you won't give in. Leave all the past shit behind you.. women come and go ..people make mistakes you learn and grow from them. Just try to stick it out and in the end everything will work out (even though right now it doesn;t seem like it) (--- i'v felt the same way when 4 months ago things came crashing down around me ..but now i'm happy thxs to Mirc (amazing ppl there)and someone special in my life. So really all i can say is hang in there show this "fucked up" world what your made of and or course look for help if you believe you need it . anywho i'v babbled long enough lol <3 jennyboo

[Hamma]

I've been there as well, just hold your head up high. Much more time left in your life and good things to come ;)

[Spee]

I dont get depressed. I just angst exceedingly disgusting amounts.


I've ALMOST been tempted to listen to Linkin Park. :scared:

[Hamma]

:lol:

[BUGGER]

I've ALMOST been tempted to listen to Linkin Park. :scared:
They already got me....and they are holding on.


Or when i'm defensive, dont fucking dis my band!!!!!

:D


And thx ppl. I'm just gona go see a doctor and maybe get some pills, I've been the a therapist and they just make me worse.

[xmodum]

my brother is hooked on Linkin Park like drugs .... ill be playing planetside and he blasts he crappy stereo as loud as he can then i cant hear anything in PS , i tell him to turn it down and he turns it louder :mad:
btw hang in there

[Hamma]

"Good things come to those who wait"

;)

[Rayder]

"Good things come to those who wait"
Bull-Shit

"The longer you wait the worse it's going to get."

That's a MUCH better statement, and a much truer one. Don't wait for things, GO FOR THEM. Just say fuck to everyone you know who expects you to be a "nice and caring kid without a wild side," if they take offense, GOOD! You don't need them! They aren't your friends, and they never will be. At most, they're acquantences. You shouldn't give a flying fuck what other people think about you (unless your a politician, then you bend to the people's will).

[Hamma]

I disagree, I speak from experience.

[Squick]

http://squick.cc/despair/Defeat.jpg


:D


But really... Sit down and ask yourself why you are depressed, is it something about yourself that you think is not the best it can be? If it is, it is most likely something you can change. Plan out how you will go about making that change, and reap the benifits of making that change.

Squick

[Rayder]

I disagree, I speak from experience.So do I, and what must we do when two contradicting philosophies meet? A duel, of earthworms.

[Biohazzard56]

So do I, and what must we do when two contradicting philosophies meet? A duel, of earthworms.

Maybe you just weren't waiting long enough

[Gigabein]

Now these are some reasons why I think I should've kept lieing when I when on my grafitti rampage....then i could've gotten expelled out of this school and live with my dad in Florida and start a new life, abandon it all and come out a new guy.

So which one is the real you? Nice guy, or jerk? Or both? Don't think that moving somewhere else to start a new life would change who you are. It's going to be the same old you with different scenery. Believe me... I went to college thinking the exact same thing. When life kicks you in the balls, THAT is what changes the type of person you are.

[Jennyboo]

good things really come to those who wait "long enough" :brow: :rawr: :) <3

[Neon Apocalypse]

still waiting

*crosses arms and taps foot*

[xmodum]

still waiting

*crosses arms and taps foot*
:lol:

[Zodiac]

HOOKERS & ICE CREAM!

wurd.

[GonePostal]

qoute from office space

wow man thats really messed up


but i couldnt really make a whole lot of sense out of that mess of words. other than lying asshole slapping chicks ass drinking booze and being a failure

ye it sounds pretty bad dude

[Onizuka]

"Good things come to those who wait"

;)


I agree and apply that philosophy to all rpg's. In fact, that single quote is the foundation of a successful power hungry rpg player.

Thank you for pointing this out Hamma.

[SkunkPunk]

masterbation

[Onizuka-GTO]

Play a violent computer game.
It was either that, or go mental and turn everything into a bitchy hair pulling catty fight for survival.
hehe :lol:

That's how I got thought my depression, yet pleasantly made me an addicted Gamer. :groovy:

Though I know some people would rather I had that cat fight, In a bikini and with lots of oil bizzarely.... :huh: :rolleyes:

[Rayder]

You better be of the female sex gto.

[Firefly]

You better be of the female sex gto.
Great. Now GTO is gonna get like seventy PMs from single geeks on the forum saying "OMFG U R H0TTZ0RZ!"

pixplzkthankx

[Rayder]

I'd rather not think of a man in a bikini... especially a fat hairy one.

[Setari]

You better be of the female sex gto.
yea i agree...cuz otherwise......*shiver* :scared:

[Rbstr]

yeah...ok...its gone wierd

[BUGGER]

So which one is the real you? Nice guy, or jerk? Or both?
.........
When life kicks you in the balls, THAT is what changes the type of person you are.
Dunno, and jerk isnt the other person its the.....guy that only got caught by hte cops once.

And true, you speak in a higher voice.



And this thread now.....yeah.

[Rayder]

Hey, what better way to get out of depression than thinking about women frollicking around in bikini's and oil? Not to mention the fact that it's about to get weirder.

[Onizuka-GTO]

I'd rather not think of a man in a bikini... especially a fat hairy one.

Hehehe you can think whatever you like. :love:

*hopefully doesn't get any PM's because they will all have a picture of Rayder fantasy*

And for the last time, I'AM NOT A CLONE! :mad:

[Mr1337Duck]

There used to be an active member by the name of Onizuka. Every active person on a forum has to have a quickname. Mine is duck, so yours can be GTO. Your name (GTO) is a direct result of the fact that my name is duck. How the fuck can this happen?

Doesn't matter, next question!

[Onizuka]

There used to be an active member by the name of Onizuka.

wtf.

[ORANGE]

do what i do with mine take your meds and play planetside 11 out of the 22 hours your awake

[Rayder]

*hopefully doesn't get any PM's because they will all have a picture of Rayder fantasy*
How did you get into my diary?

[Onizuka-GTO]

hehe
It was a diary? I thought the net was free. =P

[AztecWarrior]

What in the hell happened to this thread?

[Rayder]

It basically got jacked when this happened.

HOOKERS & ICE CREAM!

[BUGGER]

indeed. That actually happened to me once. I got a bigass icecream cone with like 9 scoops in San Francisco and i walked passed like a freakin pack of hookers.


Ya ok, this thread is useless to everyone.

[Firefly]

Hookers in San-Fran... so... you like trannies then?

[BUGGER]

No thats Lake Tahoe, they were lesbians. ;)



Eh i was 10 yrs old then......and even then looking at porn. :D

[Pilgrim]

Could be a part of the problem :(

Nah really

Good things do come to those who wait... I am living proof.

And Sometimes you have to kick the shit outa life and find the good things... Ironicaly I'm proof of this as well.

Just figure out if you are the Reactive Nice guy or the proactive bad-ass, or a good combo of both.
Besides you're like what, 14-18 somewhere in there, you are too damn young to have figured out who you are anyway, that don't come till the early 20's.


PAX

[SDM]

It basically got jacked when this happened.
I DID NOT jack the thread. What?! Hookers and Ice cream wouldn't cheer you up? Faggort.

[Rayder]

I do not reply to people who use the word "Faggort" you jackanape.

[Neon Apocalypse]

damn strait rayder

[SDM]

:rofl: :rofl:

[JetRaiden]

Depression is ultimately part of life, its inevitable. It usually passes eventually, if not, see a therapist, or smoke weed. both work equally well.

[_-Gunslinger-_]

Do whatever feels right/good. Why?

Ima gonna have to go with the "feels good" part of that. Cmon why not do shit that feels good? If you feel good grabbing girls asses then go right ahead and do it. And if you like the sting of a slap too...DO BOTH!!!

Voice your opinion, ESPECIALLY if it defies all reason.