Sabinius
2005-02-03, 02:30 PM
OH MY GOD
You know I've read from dream books that your dreams actually kind've float around your real problems everyday, and if ignored you'll be missing an important message
I've had two very similair dreams in the past two days...
The first one was when I was up past our market street sort've where all the stores are and I was at my friends house.. and my mom was supposed to pick me up. And she didnt. Shes only forgotten to pick me up from somewhere once out of the billions of times so don't think I have some sort of stupid crazy bitch mother =P But anyway, I start to worry and about an hour and a half later I worry and start to cry.. and just start wandering the town wondering why she hasn't picked me up. I go through several crazy
life-threatening adventures that involve rollercoaster rides, and I nearly get hit by a train when going down ruined tracks.
Then I run into an Police officer, who recognizes me and tells me the story. He claims that my mom was getting fed up with me, and couldn't stand just being next to me, and that if she saw my ugly pimple scourged face again, she'd go crazy and kill me. So for my own sake, she didnt pick me up... and I wandered to a coffee house, cried.. and my mom picked me up later anyway, and didnt kill me. She apologized to me but then I noticed a strange smell, alcohol, and realized this was the cause for her swerving. She got angry when I said she was drunk and my own mother pulled out a 12 guage and shot me.
The second dream isnt as violent at least
It was another damned thanksgiving dinner, the ones I loathe and hate. And my mom got mad at me because for some odd reason she thought I was Pursueing our grandmother sexually, that whenever I saw her I got an erection and my mom also turned out to be Mrs. anti-incest (no I'm not into incest) So she gets mad at me.. and I get mad back at her. And through out the whole day,my mother accuses me of drooling after my sister and grandmother, and gets even angrier while I'm cursing her and off and trying to reason with her Why the fuck she thinks I'm lusting after my grandmother and sister and then it gets foggy at about there
Besides the odd violent and incesty parts some of this, it is true. Me and my mom have gotten into fights before because of her stupid idiotic ideas. Shes the typical american who just beleives something because the government and her parents say so.. she doesnt even ask WHY she beleives this crap. We have gotten into several violent fights but the past week has been fine, after she put back in my door because she removed it out of anger =P
My mother sometimes hurts me verbally when shes angry.... and she angers me.... god DAMNIT.
Why did I have to get a typical American christian mother?
I think my dreams are saying that I secretly hate my mom..
But of course I know my mom hates me :(
You know I've read from dream books that your dreams actually kind've float around your real problems everyday, and if ignored you'll be missing an important message
I've had two very similair dreams in the past two days...
The first one was when I was up past our market street sort've where all the stores are and I was at my friends house.. and my mom was supposed to pick me up. And she didnt. Shes only forgotten to pick me up from somewhere once out of the billions of times so don't think I have some sort of stupid crazy bitch mother =P But anyway, I start to worry and about an hour and a half later I worry and start to cry.. and just start wandering the town wondering why she hasn't picked me up. I go through several crazy
life-threatening adventures that involve rollercoaster rides, and I nearly get hit by a train when going down ruined tracks.
Then I run into an Police officer, who recognizes me and tells me the story. He claims that my mom was getting fed up with me, and couldn't stand just being next to me, and that if she saw my ugly pimple scourged face again, she'd go crazy and kill me. So for my own sake, she didnt pick me up... and I wandered to a coffee house, cried.. and my mom picked me up later anyway, and didnt kill me. She apologized to me but then I noticed a strange smell, alcohol, and realized this was the cause for her swerving. She got angry when I said she was drunk and my own mother pulled out a 12 guage and shot me.
The second dream isnt as violent at least
It was another damned thanksgiving dinner, the ones I loathe and hate. And my mom got mad at me because for some odd reason she thought I was Pursueing our grandmother sexually, that whenever I saw her I got an erection and my mom also turned out to be Mrs. anti-incest (no I'm not into incest) So she gets mad at me.. and I get mad back at her. And through out the whole day,my mother accuses me of drooling after my sister and grandmother, and gets even angrier while I'm cursing her and off and trying to reason with her Why the fuck she thinks I'm lusting after my grandmother and sister and then it gets foggy at about there
Besides the odd violent and incesty parts some of this, it is true. Me and my mom have gotten into fights before because of her stupid idiotic ideas. Shes the typical american who just beleives something because the government and her parents say so.. she doesnt even ask WHY she beleives this crap. We have gotten into several violent fights but the past week has been fine, after she put back in my door because she removed it out of anger =P
My mother sometimes hurts me verbally when shes angry.... and she angers me.... god DAMNIT.
Why did I have to get a typical American christian mother?
I think my dreams are saying that I secretly hate my mom..
But of course I know my mom hates me :(