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Sabinius
2005-02-03, 02:30 PM
OH MY GOD

You know I've read from dream books that your dreams actually kind've float around your real problems everyday, and if ignored you'll be missing an important message

I've had two very similair dreams in the past two days...
The first one was when I was up past our market street sort've where all the stores are and I was at my friends house.. and my mom was supposed to pick me up. And she didnt. Shes only forgotten to pick me up from somewhere once out of the billions of times so don't think I have some sort of stupid crazy bitch mother =P But anyway, I start to worry and about an hour and a half later I worry and start to cry.. and just start wandering the town wondering why she hasn't picked me up. I go through several crazy
life-threatening adventures that involve rollercoaster rides, and I nearly get hit by a train when going down ruined tracks.
Then I run into an Police officer, who recognizes me and tells me the story. He claims that my mom was getting fed up with me, and couldn't stand just being next to me, and that if she saw my ugly pimple scourged face again, she'd go crazy and kill me. So for my own sake, she didnt pick me up... and I wandered to a coffee house, cried.. and my mom picked me up later anyway, and didnt kill me. She apologized to me but then I noticed a strange smell, alcohol, and realized this was the cause for her swerving. She got angry when I said she was drunk and my own mother pulled out a 12 guage and shot me.

The second dream isnt as violent at least

It was another damned thanksgiving dinner, the ones I loathe and hate. And my mom got mad at me because for some odd reason she thought I was Pursueing our grandmother sexually, that whenever I saw her I got an erection and my mom also turned out to be Mrs. anti-incest (no I'm not into incest) So she gets mad at me.. and I get mad back at her. And through out the whole day,my mother accuses me of drooling after my sister and grandmother, and gets even angrier while I'm cursing her and off and trying to reason with her Why the fuck she thinks I'm lusting after my grandmother and sister and then it gets foggy at about there

Besides the odd violent and incesty parts some of this, it is true. Me and my mom have gotten into fights before because of her stupid idiotic ideas. Shes the typical american who just beleives something because the government and her parents say so.. she doesnt even ask WHY she beleives this crap. We have gotten into several violent fights but the past week has been fine, after she put back in my door because she removed it out of anger =P
My mother sometimes hurts me verbally when shes angry.... and she angers me.... god DAMNIT.

Why did I have to get a typical American christian mother?
I think my dreams are saying that I secretly hate my mom..
But of course I know my mom hates me :(

Mag-Mower
2005-02-03, 02:58 PM
you Psychotic! :O

Giovanni
2005-02-03, 03:48 PM
http://img212.exs.cx/img212/3241/big9kd.gif

Teichgraeber
2005-02-03, 04:11 PM
May you get professional help with that and dont post it in an internet Forum. And why the hell giovanni always post crap???Im Serious never read a nice statement to other people from you always this OHHHH im the hard punk and PWN everybody who dont agree with what i think shit damn grow in your Thinkin man.! :love:

Giovanni
2005-02-03, 04:29 PM
May you get professional help with that and dont post it in an internet Forum. And why the hell giovanni always post crap???Im Serious never read a nice statement to other people from you always this OHHHH im the hard punk and PWN everybody who dont agree with what i think shit damn grow in your Thinkin man.! :love:

I can be nice... I just chose not to be nice with idiots... that WOULD explain why I keep insulting myself... :lol:

Kam
2005-02-03, 05:27 PM
Yes, you need a doctor. There are some crazy ass people in my school, myself included, but to my knowledge no one has had a dream like that. Possibly your mother didn't want you to be born, and your subconcious is picking that up. Or maybe you are afraid of her. The incest thing could just be your brains way of expressing your sexual frustrations. I am no doctor though, so whatever.

Everay
2005-02-03, 08:06 PM
http://img212.exs.cx/img212/3241/big9kd.gif


QFT

your not crazy if you think your crazy btw. you just need to grow up.

also, froid doesnt know shit.

Sabinius
2005-02-04, 09:16 AM
Rofl Ofl

Mr1337Duck
2005-02-05, 09:09 AM
Dude, I have way crazier dreams than that.


Plenty of my dreams involve guns, guns, and making bad things dead with said guns. But a lot of my dreams also have these immense feelings of loneliness in them, along with a few generally crazy dreams. The gun ones are more fun, so I'll cover them first. Most of them are me hanging out at our place when robbers, or in one case this crazy stalker thing that can climb walls attacks, and I fight them off with random guns, usually shotguns. Another one I've gotten once, I was in this little house out in the rural areas, and there's a tunnel in the basement, and there's a werewolf there. Now this thing howls all the time, and I'm worried about the school near this house, so I take a SPAS-12 with an infared scope attached and go hunt it.

As for the loneliness dreams, those probably exist because I'm a bit of a loner. Most of them, I'm just in some place I've been before, like school, sitting at the lunch area outside, during the summer. There's a lot more trees, and the world has a very golden color to it. Yet, I'm invisible, I feel like everything I ever knew and loved is dead, and I'm the only one left in the world. Also on the subject of invisibility, I've had dreams where I'm a ghost, trying to contact my family to tell them I still exist.

But I just had one of the crazy ones. This one took place in a burned out house. The place was jacked up, and my family was living there for some reason. No windows or anything. So I'm going along, seeing members of my family, going about my business. All of a sudden I'm mad as hell, because I want to get out. I run into another room, and there's a Wompa there. He decapitates me, and I say "This is bullshit", and log off. I had just been playing WoW.





Playing video games before you go to sleep produces some... interesting results.

Indecisive
2005-02-05, 09:53 AM
If your mother really is the typical christan american mother, than she dosent hate you. She may hate some of your actions (picking up on drug use from you saying the goverment says it illegal) but not you.

I would suggest one of two things:
a. Talk to a therapist
b. Talk to the pastor of your moms chuch

Your mom isnt going to go pyscho on you if you ask to talk to someone, if she really is indeed a christan mother. If she does for some reason refuse, then, go to the pastor of her church, and talk to him about your mother.

Drugs are bad either way though.

Giovanni
2005-02-05, 02:23 PM
Dude, I have way crazier dreams than that.


Plenty of my dreams involve guns, guns, and making bad things dead with said guns. But a lot of my dreams also have these immense feelings of loneliness in them, along with a few generally crazy dreams. The gun ones are more fun, so I'll cover them first. Most of them are me hanging out at our place when robbers, or in one case this crazy stalker thing that can climb walls attacks, and I fight them off with random guns, usually shotguns. Another one I've gotten once, I was in this little house out in the rural areas, and there's a tunnel in the basement, and there's a werewolf there. Now this thing howls all the time, and I'm worried about the school near this house, so I take a SPAS-12 with an infared scope attached and go hunt it.

As for the loneliness dreams, those probably exist because I'm a bit of a loner. Most of them, I'm just in some place I've been before, like school, sitting at the lunch area outside, during the summer. There's a lot more trees, and the world has a very golden color to it. Yet, I'm invisible, I feel like everything I ever knew and loved is dead, and I'm the only one left in the world. Also on the subject of invisibility, I've had dreams where I'm a ghost, trying to contact my family to tell them I still exist.

But I just had one of the crazy ones. This one took place in a burned out house. The place was jacked up, and my family was living there for some reason. No windows or anything. So I'm going along, seeing members of my family, going about my business. All of a sudden I'm mad as hell, because I want to get out. I run into another room, and there's a Wompa there. He decapitates me, and I say "This is bullshit", and log off. I had just been playing WoW.





Playing video games before you go to sleep produces some... interesting results.


/Freud accent

I think you are having troubles dealing with the fact that you have a tiny penis yes...

*has an urge to dig out that old thread*

Lonehunter
2005-02-05, 03:01 PM
/Freud accent

I think you are having troubles dealing with the fact that you have a tiny penis yes...

*has an urge to dig out that old thread*
DING DING DING



*has an urge to dig out that old thread*
do it...

Fragmatic
2005-02-05, 03:18 PM
your not crazy if you think your crazy btw. you just need to grow up.

Quoted for absolute motherfucking truth.

I have a friend named Mike, he's a cool guy, but he literally OOOOOZES of AOL personality (yes, he actually uses AOL).

Every time he laughs it could actually be compared to a "lol" or "rofl", it's the way he laughs, it's real wierd.

He's always saying "rofl I am crazy mad mike" and blabbering on about crap like demons in his head. The guys 18, and I'm having serious doubts about his sanity.

Kam
2005-02-05, 03:58 PM
Well he does use aol...

Giovanni
2005-02-06, 02:46 AM
DING DING DING




do it...


You know... I tried and tried I can't find the damn thing, I think it's been resurected one too many times and the admins just deleted it.

Everay
2005-02-06, 03:13 AM
locked it i think.

BUGGER
2005-02-07, 02:54 PM
you know dreams often occure because of what you were thinking before you go to bed. Like once i was thinking about Nascar and that game Vigilante 8, so i was racing then suddenly it changed to this one level in V8 and i saw cars slowing flying in the air and shooting the sky then blew up and flew away......


But yeah, if thats true then the sister and grandma thing is a bit.....odd, but yeah youre thinking bout your mom, see a psychiatrist or whoever you spell it. Or do what I do and amagine if you just left and see how your family would react, or if she left.....it works for me....