Public Apology

[KoldFusion]

Before I begin. I was not MADE to do this. I and I alone decided to do this. Also.... if you have a reply fine. I can't make you be tasteful but, if you have any heart at all you should keep it civil.

I apologize to community as a whole. My comments were completely uncalled for. My frustration with three particular individuals should have been dealt with priavtely. I will not remove my comments from that thread unless ordered to by PSU staff b/c I will not hide my wrong doing. Everyone of us in our life goes through times of great stress and peril and we tend to lose our grip on things. This I feel is such the case with me currently. Though I can't really ask you to read my problems and be at peace with me again I will still put them out there for you all to read. You ALL are important to me. Yet i understand I may have changed my reputaion in the community forever PSU is a family. I'm a private person and never open up like i'm about to.... However i'm that disturbed about what i said. Here it goes........

Now, what is going on? Well, suffice to say I lost my job do to downsizing, My dad has fallen deathly ill, my sister was rear ended and both my niece(not even 1) and nephew(2 1/2 are in real bad shape (but expected to make it just fine), and my best friends dad dies 2 weeks ago (he was like a father to me). There you have it.... no excuse I know but mitigating factors none the less.

Please forgive me.... and keep me in your prayers. Someone who knows how to start a poll please start for me..... 2 options on it..... should KF stay or should KF go..... I will respect the decision.

Thats all.... I will be PMing those of you my comments were directed at.

[Unknown]

Dude, chill. It's not like we're gonna friggin lynch you because of one outburst. Just keep calm and try not to let it happen again, not that big of a deal.

[BLuE_ZeRO]

Wait where were these comments said?

[AeoNELiTe]

Guy, your too serious, if someone is pissing you off you have good reason to tell them to ,,l,, off lol. Wait for the good fun these forums are going to be when we actually get the game...

[simba]

whatever it was im sure everyone will forgive you for that, and im so sorry for wot happend to all your friends :(

[Nightmare]

Ah, don't sweat it KoldFusion. I very coincidentally ran into the post, and they were asking for it. If those losers from 5150 ever show up on PS, I'll mak sure to put a bullet through their head ;)

[ABRAXAAS]

If your lucky people will forgive you, but with my experience people dont seem to want to let things go ,at least not for me :(
but, look at it ike this .." who cares" this is fake internet world its meaningless and people here dont knwo you, there not your friends. So dont worry about , just do your thing and concentrate on your life and the real world . this sight should hold no control over your life. :D

[Zatrais]

I have no idea what hes apologising over... *shrug*

[InZaneFlea VA]

Heh...We're gunna lynch ya...They did that to me in the natural-selection IRC Room...Booted me from Playtesting too... And why? One small 3 second outburst, no warning, nothing, just instantly banned from everything...Now, that was 8+ months ago...And guess what...I'm still banned....

[BLuE_ZeRO]

Originally posted by ABRAXAAS
If your lucky people will forgive you, but with my experience people dont seem to want to let things go ,at least not for me :(
but, look at it ike this .." who cares" this is fake internet world its meaningless and people here dont knwo you, there not your friends. So dont worry about , just do your thing and concentrate on your life and the real world . this sight should hold no control over your life. :D

We will never forget what you did Abrax!... wait what did you do again? OH YEAH YOU DAMN TROLL! DIE! :mad:

[Nomad]

Hey Koldfusion, why dont you get off your ass and make your life better instead of moping in front of a computer?

Seriously.

Go visit your ill father. Make him some tea.

[KeviN]

Nomad, shut up. He's obviously not very happy, and your flames wont help. He had the guts to come forward about it, where most people would just hide. Cut KoldFusion some slack. Anyways, sorry bout all that stuff, hope you start to feel better. Have some :love:

[Nomad]

im giving him the best advice possible.

when youre depressed, does it help you to sit there and fester.

[TheRedDread]

Its all good - things tend to work themselves out.

[Moloch]

What is 5150? I remember I got banned from the MPHQ forums because I said one Mod flamed people WAAAYY too much to be a mod. then, he flamed me several times, I said I didn't care, he banned me. Then, the forums were wiped clean and restarted, and Stricter flame rules set up, he still flamed. funny.

[Bighoss]

Originally posted by KeviN
Nomad, shut up. He's obviously not very happy, and your flames wont help. He had the guts to come forward about it, where most people would just hide. Cut KoldFusion some slack. Anyways, sorry bout all that stuff, hope you start to feel better. Have some :love:

no he gave good advice. Feeling sorry for yourself and taking it out on others doesn't help. Go fix what's bugging you :D

[ABRAXAAS]

And thats the truth;)

[LaMosca]

"If thou speak'st false,
Upon the next tree shalt thou hang alive,
Till famine cling thee: if thy speech be sooth,
I care not if thou dost for me as much." -Macbeth

[KoldFusion]

I have been visting him guys.... but sometimes you need to get out away from the hospital b/c it in and of it self can be bad too. I'm not dragging ass in front of computer.... I had a slip and let those things get in the way. I aplogized for it. People deal wth things different ways. thax for the :love:

[CDaws]

Hey bud I have no idea what your talking about for the appoligy, I must have missed the whole thing. I haven't have any probs with you man. Just keep a cool head on your sholders, take the time to think through things, and make the best decission. I for one would not like it if you left. :love: Everyone gets worked up every now and again over something and let loose without thinking clearly. I know it's difficult right now to keep a good outlook on life. I lost my grandfather back in March of 2002 and I went through a ton of stuff because I had never had a family member that close to me die. Just try to look on the bright side of things and just accecpt what happens, pick up the pieces and try to move on the best that you can. Hope everyone gets better and things workout for your bro. I'll keep you in my prayers. :love: Just know that if you need anything that some of us are here that you can talk to any time you need to.

[Flameseeker]

I know what it is like to have a father fall very ill. I WILL keep you in my prayers, and I didn't see your outburst, not that I would have cared. You're always welcome here. Give some :love: to Fusion everyone!

[OmnipotentKiwi]

:love:

[Tobias]

You posted something bad?

Did you say anything against the Vanu? If not your still ok by me.

[Streamline]

Wow i just got the PM. Hey it's all cool man. Everybody got issues... Yogi and I just thought it was funny at the time is all. Being avid T2 players since the way back.

[SilentCacophony]

*shrugs* I don't know what he's talking about, but hey, he's allowed to voice his opinion, whatever it was. Opinons are like assholes, everyone has one. When they voice their opinion, you just have to put up with the smell, it's no good holding it inside.

Nomad is right. Sitting around isn't going to help. No he's not being cold, everyone has rough shit in their life (don't even ask bout mine) and sitting around isn't going to make it go away.

[BUGGER]

I feel bad now an then (course none of my thins match up to yours).

tip: take a small drive an clear you head, or walk an do somethin, kick somethin, get away from hell and get somewhere. yo dad and realatives will be better soon so trust the lord. Remember, the enemy of my enemy is my friend.;)

Peace man.

[Incompetent]

don't worry about it Kold, everyone snaps every once in a while

[Saint]

Kold, I got nothing against you. Couldn't have been as bad as what that absent fellow did earlier today.

[KoldFusion]

Thanx all. What did absent do? Those of you who didn't see what I said it is on the planetside/tribers thread about page 7-8. The thing that was really silly is that it was over a typo i didn't see after 1,000 looks. ah well:rolleyes: some good news BTW my niece and nephew are at home now and are fine. My dad has moved from ICU and is expected to recover fully. Thanks for the support everyone.

[Bluegold]

:love: for Fusion

[NCG JMan]

Glad to hear things are improving KF.

[AeoNELiTe]

Why is everyone so nice on this forum...? This site isn't a subsidiary of PAX Tv is it??? What IS going on here. All the forums I'm used to people bash eachother all the time, its kinda fun.

[Prophecy]

This whole thread wreaks of gayness and vaseline.

[NCG JMan]

Well Prophecy it sounds like you definitely familiar with the topic. (Vaseline is what you use huh...) http://www.dslextreme.com/users/jdh333/images/smileys/silly2.gif

Is that better AeoNELiTe? :p

Love your friends....just don't "love" your friends!!!

[Hellsfire123]

Lol how did this get to be this long? lets just forgive and forget.

[ABRAXAAS]

I flipped out once and no one forgave me , so Im thinkin we never let it down, and shun him in the same way i Hve been shuned:D

(jk)....or am I

[Tobias]

Why is everyone so nice on this forum...? This site isn't a subsidiary of PAX Tv is it??? What IS going on here. All the forums I'm used to people bash eachother all the time, its kinda fun.

This whole thread wreaks of gayness and vaseline.

Thats the kinda shit that belongs, like both of you two, on the OF. KF is cool, as are most of the other people posting in this thread, and like the other mememebers KF is a valued memeber of the community, who, for one out burst, has had tons of good and helpful input, and we like him, people like you (and I am talking about AeoNELiTe and =NCG=JMan) are little pricks who need to shut the fuck up if they dont have something nice to say.

[quiet]

:lol:
PSU is so friendly when some new folks complain about how nice everyone is Tobias gets all harsh just to make them feel welcome.

[BUGGER]

Originally posted by WRH_KoldFusion
it is on the planetside/tribers thread about page 7-8.

The fuck fuck and fuck thing?.........I haven't looked through that thread for a while (cuase almost everybody hates tribes......while I still live in it) and just saw that while I was scrollin........I'll scroll more.

And I see how your anger came, I am not surprized, ya shouldve broke into rage. But anyways.......(damnit I have nothin to do with this) its ok dude.

And yay! Ya daddys walkin on all 4s again and gainin speed!;) :)