Online diary shit *rant*

[Mr1337Duck]

I hate freeopendiary, I got one because my brother insists on knowing my every thought, I'm serious, he trolls my diary. If I cuss once he throws a fricken tantrum. Good thing he doesn't know about this place. But really, online diaries are for queers and women. Men play shooters, that's the only place they talk about themselves, well, that and Forums.

And if anyone else cares to troll my life, on freeopendiary.com, my name is Mr1337Duck. Seriously, if you went there, I'd have to kill you and/or label you a queer. :-)

[Onizuka]

can i go there

[Mr1337Duck]

fine, you have clearance, you will not be killed or labeled a queer.

[Squick]

What I don't get is a diary/journal should be a totally private place that you can explore your own thoughts... But if you are bound by the fact that you know other people will read it you will not put your true thoughts.

So it would be llama to read an online diary because it would most likely be all fake!

[Squick]

Take for example this diary post... This is the type of thing that makes me want to parade outside of this kid's house banging my "I don't give a shit about your poser introspecive views of the world" drum:

Living in a w�rld.... 7/17/2003
I used t� be really na�ve and th�ught y�u had g��d pe�ple and bad pe�ple in the w�rld. I alwayz th�ught that the g��d pe�ple didn't have any bad qualities within them. And I used t� think that pe�ple c�uld get �n if they really tried.
But n�w I kn�w that pe�ple �nly get �n if they're supp�sed t�. If it's meant t� be. And �nly if it's meant t� be.

I live in a w�rld where pe�ple are judged by the way they l��k. I live in a w�rld where differences are str�nger than similarities. I live in a w�rld where anything is p�ssible. I live in a w�rld.... My �wn little w�rld.

My �wn little w�rld, where pe�ple d�n't wana help, but will pr�udly be the first t� criticise. My �wn little w�rld where I'll never be accepted f�r being myself. My �wn little w�rld, where I'll alwayz be al�ne.

I'm n�thing special, and n�thing unique, n�thing amazing, n�thing g��d. And I'm fine with that. But that's wut makes it even harder t� accept that I'm n�t mentally like any�ne else I kn�w �f. I see the w�rld in a t�tally different way t� "n�rmal" pe�ple.

I'm al�ne, yet I feel like s�me�ne's with me all the time.

I feel like s�me�ne truly cares. But I find that hard t� believe.

[ObnoxiousFrog]

On behalf of the human race, I will shoot him.

[Mr1337Duck]

I feel diaries are better if you can get people to respond saying you shouldn't cuss so much. This is good, because it allows to you to cuss them out and delete them. If it were up to me, I'd make it so only friends could get in. A password or something.

[Lonehunter]

Originally posted by Mr1337Duck
I hate freeopendiary, I got one because my brother insists on knowing my every thought, I'm serious, he trolls my diary. If I cuss once he throws a fricken tantrum. Good thing he doesn't know about this place. But really, online diaries are for queers and women. Men play shooters, that's the only place they talk about themselves, well, that and Forums.

And if anyone else cares to troll my life, on freeopendiary.com, my name is Mr1337Duck. Seriously, if you went there, I'd have to kill you and/or label you a queer. :-)

Who's the queer, the one reading the on-line diary or the oine writing it?

[Mr1337Duck]

Let's mock some entries here:

YAY!!!!!!! Finally i get to do something!!! Im goin to the movies!! YAY!!!! Im goin with Teresa, Ivy, Tara, and Jess!!!!!!! Woo hoo. ::sticks tounge out::: na na na a poo poo i get to see Jess and Teri and you dont... haha ha ha ha ha!!!!!! im so excited this will be the first time of the summer i see Jess and Teri!!! YAY !!!!!

My god, let the horror stop... this is exactly the crowd these kind of pages attract.

I'm locked in this place of sadness... sucked in and can't escape... where do I go from here? black and blue, bruised, battered, broken.... all my life.... everything just for you... what if I refuse? what if I fight back... what if I just give up? who cares anymore? wish I was dead... suicide is painless compared to my life... it's nothing... I'm just sick of it all... stuck in this damn place with no escape... god damn, so sick of it, fuck you paul... *sigh* where's my best friend when I need her?...

Boo hoo, you're a sad, depressed nerd with no life... I feel so sorry for you.I mean, I'm a nerd with no life, but at least I'm happy.

Well it's been some time since I have writtin in this thing, lol. Well, of course, today I went to summer school. Boring, I know. History goes by SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO slow(my first period class) and English goes by fast. lol. OMG, I dropped my CD played 2 times today I was gunna die, it fell hard. Once this morning when I was pluggin the headphones in and once when I was walking down the stairs in school to go home. One guy was like "oh god, I bet that broke". lol, It didn't, YAY! I'd of died cuz I wouldn't wanna go home SILENT, I gotta have my MUSIC. lol. Well, My computer is fixed, yay. But I lost everything. So, I made Dawn send me some pics of her, and Mandi sent me a few. I'm dling all my songs. I got 41 so far. I can't remember all my songs! RAWR! I had 400. lol. Oh hell. Anyways, I'm waitin for Irina to finish getting dressed so she can come out. I miss Kim, She made me call her yesterday at 12 to make sure she was still up. She stayed up all night. The whole time I was like, "GO TO SLEEP!!" Did she listen? NO!! lol. I think she's sleeping now. Aww. lol. Yeah, anyways, uh huh. lol. God how long does it take that girl to get dressed? Shit. lol. OMG OMG OMG OMG, I always wanted to know the name of this song!! lol, anyways. mmmm, nerds. lol. THE CANDY U RETARD! lol. Jamie, if you're reading this, you suck. You're never on!! RAWR! lol. Yeah ANYWAYS, I dunno what to write but I'm bored!! FINALLY shes ready, lol. But I still gotta wait for her to get to the corner store (we meet up there). I swear, this girl laughs at everything, I say Pickle Juice and she laughs lol. Oh my, My birthday is in 3 days. I'm gettin my permit this month!! If I pass the test, lol. WATCH OUT NY, RETARD ON THE ROAD! lol. er sidewalk, whatever. lol. NOOOO I'mma be a good driver. A lead foot though lol. cuz nobody drives slow in my family, not even my grandfather lol. Lalalala, Bring me to life. Well, anyways, I'mma end this. LEAVE ME SOME NOTES.

That's it, where's the ritalin? Better yet, get me some morphine and a needle.
I mean, she talks SOOO hyper like this she doesn't feel the need to like use commas and by the way she's SOOO COOL!

God, please help me...

[Lonehunter]

That's so pathetic it's sad

[Onizuka]

nice finds duck

[Mtx]

I made my own history book. I kept it for 5 years. Then, during my divorce, it disappeared. My Ex stole it from me...