Blaming the actions of your sheer stupidity and lack of common sense on your personal life is utter cowardice, lack of responsibility and maturity, and flat-out bullshit.
If all these things are true, then you should be seeking professional psychological help. Getting involved with alcohol and sex with adult women (though how adult I cannot say, robbing the cradle) is purely pathetic- you need real help. See a psychiatrist. But don't blame your shitbaggery on your issues (or in your case, subscriptions). You're a punk kid and that's that. Your mommy needs to bitch-slap you a few times and spank your spoiled little ass nightly. She also needs to revoke every priviledge you think you're entitled to, such as computer time, driving her Saturn to Big Lots or Best Buy, etc. You probably should be sent to one of those Teenage Boot Camps that we see on Maury and Rikki Lake.
I revoke my intent to sign.
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