I probably just wanted someone to hate...

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The truth is that I didn't.

I didn't want to hate anyone, and your words stung me. Why would you think that about me? Didn't I always try and help you? Was I a bad friend or something?

I'll never understand why you turned your back on me. Not that it really matters now that I know what you really think about me.

I must have just wanted someone to hate.

Maybe I did, and didn't know it, because after all the things I've lost it's all I have left. An all consuming hate. So now I am on a downward spiral of self destruction.

So to all I have offended in the past few weeks, I'm sorry. It was nothing personal. I'm really not this much of an ass. I'm just losing my sanity one day at a time, and you got caught in my web of anger.

Sorry. I just didn't have any <3 left in me to share with you all.