Faction Loyalty - My first character was NC, but now I am Vanu. Help me!

[Tatwi]

So, I am kind of torn and I was wondering if I am alone.

When I first played Planetside last year, I rolled Tatwi on NC because the NC lore/theme seemed more "me". However, after very little time playing the game someone on the official forum suggested that I try the Vanu and join their outfit. I never did end up joining their outfit, but after playing the Vanu for a while I really got into being part of that faction!

Yet, I am torn.

I am torn, because IRL I really enjoy making due to with what I have, "fighting the power", and the whole religiously following an alien race thing of the Vanu is foreign to me. I am torn, because I don't think I gave the NC enough time. I'm torn, because I think at heart... I am an NC! However, I also really like the floaty tanks and the new Scythe and the energy weapons of the VS.

So what does this mean? Am I a faux-Vanu? A Vanposter? Am I just an NC who lost his way for a time? Or am I a true Vanu who just thinks a little differently? Is it even possible for a VS or NC or TR to "think differently" than their faction mates and still be part of that faction?

I'm just not sure...

What would really clinch if for me though is if the VS flamethrowers were not actually fire based. Ain't nothing like tossing out a wall of beautiful flames, so if I had to wear the yellow and blue to do it, I'd be all over it like Texas toast on chili!

mmm... Chili...