Friday.

[Khronos]

Originally Posted by firecrackerNC

Oh and if you plan to nuke Ohio any time soon leave a sticky message here at PSU so those of us living there can leave

i second that,

[Hezzy]

I think Triggar is trying to hint something...

[Infernus]

Originally Posted by -Hezzy-

I think Triggar is trying to hint something...

Indeed...

[Triggar]

I don't hint - if I want something from my man, I'll ask...

...and besides, that man gives me every last thing I could ever want, without having to ask for it

[oddfish]

Triggar:

yeah.. i know girls love spontaneous stuff like that, but, fact of the matter is - I don't have a week.


i got back to florida on friday. there's a chance i won't see christina again for a very looooooooooong time. possibly ever again, and with my shittay luck that'll be the case.

i know exactly what to say, i know exactly what to do, but i don't have enough fucking time to do it. i guess i originally just wanted to see if she still felt something for me, which it's clear she does. but... i dunno. seeing her again. damn.

i've never been "in love" with anyone in my life. i tend to distance myself at least a little bit from everyone so that i can never get hurt. i even distance myself from my parents, for christ's sake. they live here, i live in Florida.

now i see christina again and it's the first time i don't want to distance myself from someone and irony has to set in because WHY THE FUCK NOT and ruin everything by FORCIBLY distancing me from her. i think i'm going to go club a baby seal.

it's times like this when i'm sure glad there's such a thing as alcohol.

[TekDragon]

Originally Posted by oddfish

Friday

What a great movie.

[Triggar]

Originally Posted by oddfish

now i see christina again and it's the first time i don't want to distance myself from someone and irony has to set in because WHY THE FUCK NOT and ruin everything by FORCIBLY distancing me from her.

1) Internet
2) Telephone
3) Airplanes
4) Car
5) Love and mutual attraction
6) Devotion

1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 = Long Distance Relationship?

[oddfish]

Originally Posted by Triggar

1) Internet
2) Telephone
3) Airplanes
4) Car
5) Love and mutual attraction
6) Devotion

1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 + 6 = Long Distance Relationship?

you're absolutely right, triggar, and don't think i havn't thought about it myself.

that's what came up last night on the phone with her. that's another reason why she wasn't sure. i'll always be so damn far away.

the fact is, we have no doubts that a long distance relationship would work between the two of us. but, what if we're meant to be together. what if this relationship is supposed to be the last one? are either of us ready for that?

i fucking hate this shit and it's driving me insane. i just want to beat myself in the head with a shovel but that wouldn't solve anything so goddamnitwhattheshit.

i'm going insane and all i want to do is go to her house and climb into bed with her and just hug her cuz i know she's still asleep the lazy lil' shit ... but, i can't. i have work. life has its ways of getting in the way. *sigh*

we are seeing each other tonight though. thank god.

i leave friday. i'd love to spend every waking moment with her but i know that i can't. i just can't explain how it feels to care about someone this much but have those feelings way in the back of your mind for so long and then have them resurface with a vengeance when you're with them again. she said she doesn't want to have to let me go this time. *sigh* we were never really together before. we'd been together a few times, in the shortest sense of the word, but never TOGETHER. it's just, we knew there was something about the two of us being together but we were both so scared of getting together and fuckign it all up.

now all i wish i could do is go ahead eight years so that this wouldn't be a problem anymore. or maybe i just know that i'm not going to be able to do it again if i do, in fact, have to let her go.

i've been a real asshole the past few years when it comes to girls, mostly because i don't want to get close. relationships for me usually last a couple weeks and consist of sex and the occasional movie. but i'm willing to put all that stupid shit aside for christina. damn. this is so fucked up....

for the first time in my life.. i don't want to go back to Florida...

[Rayder]

www.yourlifesucks.com

[oddfish]

Originally Posted by Rayder

www.yourlifesucks.com

i wouldn't go as far as to say my life sucks haha... it's just pretty crazy right now.

this shit is really confusing right now.

[Ivan]

Originally Posted by oddfish

i wouldn't go as far as to say my life sucks haha... it's just pretty crazy right now.

this shit is really confusing right now.

I think we all the the true answer here....


DHITB!

[Mag]

Originally Posted by oddfish

Negative.

Defend our medical facilities!

Incoming MAX Units!

That fight would've been so much better if you had been spouting off things as such.

Racist guy- "You're going down!"

"Zero chance against me!"

"You call yourself a soldier?"

[oddfish]

Originally Posted by Ivan

I think we all the the true answer here....


DHITB!

Ivan.. you worry me.

[Ivan]

You're just now starting to get worried? A little behind schedule there buddy.

[Rayder]

It's an actual site odd... click it.